She was taking a leisurely stroll down the sandy sea shore, as the
waves caressed her sand infested feet. The
wintry breeze pierced her like ice cold daggers, and she rubbed her
hands once and while, while chattering amidst the biting cold. It was almost
twilight and the sun was slowly making its way down the horizon, leaving a
trail of blazing vermillion in the sky. The cumulus clouds made way for the
last few rays of sunlight for the day, bathing the sea shore in a golden orange
light. it wasn’t anything like she had ever seen before. waking up at dawn with sleep ridden eyes not something she really enjoyed, but her
parents insisted on watching the sun rise every morning, so it was mandatory to
accompany them while they reveled in
natures bountiful splendors. Sunset was far more appealing to her, as she could
savor the unearthly beauty when her body wouldn’t crave for a few more hours of
sleep.
She could faintly discern the miniscule lights that glowed far away
from the sea shore, from where she could the larger waves undulating, not that
far away from the sinking sun itself. They were hundreds of nautical miles
away, looking like tiny fire flies from she stood. The source of the lights as
she had learned from her father, were the
cluster of marine ships that were anchored in that particular zone.
She sometimes thought of the sailors, in the ship, and what they might
be doing, cast far away from dry land. Whether they felt lonely and sea sick,
or whether they missed their families and loved ones. She wondered if she could
survive in a place like that, isolated and alone, in the middle of nowhere,
and wherever her eyes went, all she
would see was the dark blue-black waters.
She could almost smell the
salinity that lingered in the air. A
group of people were probably doing a
barbeque somewhere nearby, and she caught the faint scent scent of sauteed
meat. She suddenly felt hunger pangs
kick in, and ruminated on not having a proper lunch. They had eaten at a local
restaurant, and the meal consisted of
seafood. Fish never evoked her appetite.
It was the 3rd day of their trip and she was already
yearning to leave. She loved the beach, loitering around the shores, watching
mom and dad banter sitting on their favorite plimsolls, waking up to the icy wind lapping at her face, sightseeing the
tourist destinations where mom could
haggle to her heart’s content over a
pair of sandals.
She loved the place, its aura and idyllic scenes. And yet…
Leaving behind the bustling metropolitan was easy. Actually, she had
wanted to get away from the city, the moment she heard her parents were planning
a holiday. The dreadful exams were finally over, assignments and projects
wrapped up and submitted and she could finally breathe. At least for the next 3
weeks till 5th semester commenced. Immense relief was what she felt,
after writing the very last word in her exam script. no more stressing over deadlines, fussing over nitty gritty details and rushing
to library and photocopy machines. At least for the time being.
But then again the city had its own magnetism. Polluted, overcrowded, fast paced , yes.
But it was also home. Her only
abode. A safe haven to return to after a long tiring day.
She missed him a lot. The men’s hair salon in front of
their resort had a poster of a model on its entrance, and his hairstyle reminded
of him. Slightly tousled, and unkempt, but stylish at the same time. She saw an exact same hoodie she had seen him wearing at a shop mom
had dragged her to, navy blue with ‘’why
so serious?’’ written in white on the front.
Almost everything she saw, inexplicably reminded her of bits and pieces of him.
She remembered reading somewhere, love and lust were
two disparate feelings. Lust was something instantaneous, a temporary
attraction to the opposite sex, solely based on their appearance.
Whereas love was something deep, profound and subtle.
Yes, she liked men who knew how to be subtle. But he
was nowhere near that.
Sometimes she was perplexed by his actions, his words.
He could sound so nonchalant, like a flippant.
But even she couldn’t deny the fact that at times he
stared at her like he could see everything inside her heart. Like she could
keep no secrets from her. and she was
fully aware that her best friend didn’t lie either.
He was so hard to read. Like some arcane Gallic
scripture, she scoffed.
‘’ Laila, its getting dark, come inside’’, mom called out from the
balcony.
Inhaling the salty air last time for the evening , she traipsed along
the sandy pathway, back to the hotel.
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